Staring at the looking Glass
The figure dim looks back
The sullen look features drooped
No sparkle in the eyes
Sagging skin and contorted format
Changes beyond belief
That sparkle gone and spark put out
No sign of life within
Its astounding how it’s all locked down
And hidden from plain sight
Grasping and fighting to get it back
A battle fought on an hourly round
That smile under pinned and replaced by frowns
The mask adorned as I step out the door
A sterling job is done
For those I see don’t find the real me
As they smile and joke along
Oh how I miss that tender me
Hidden deep inside
I know my strength and personable hew
Will return with a flash and bang
But the waiting kills a part of me
With every second that pass
The sympathy of others just seems
Too pound in another nail
Oh how demoralising can it be
To see that coffin built
No I am not physically dying
Just the fire inside
So don’t morn or cry for me
Look for the heart inside