Posts Tagged ‘reflection’

HOW DO YOU COPE” 

This is the question for today ,…..  

I am asked this daily too many times too count….. The answer is normal answer is …. I just don’t let it spoil my day.

I have a pain threshold that is way above normal parameters,” I have in the past walked 2+ miles with the full effects of Memgicocal meningitis” then a further 20 yards to the medical center explained what was wrong and what allergies I had before hitting the floor. On contact with the carpet my muscles relaxed and my whole body shakes. So I can cope with high levels of pain…. And if I say it’s sore or hurts it actually is very serious stages. After 40 years I have learned too manage and understand this very well.

My sence of humour is warped,fast and contagious, and my thought process is pro active not depressive. There is always a happy glow and smile on my face (even if the worst has happened or the day is really bad). Then I was blessed with strong broad shoulders that carry any hardship with ease. Personal drive too succeed and achieve,early bird catches the worm mentality. Strong heart that powers my frame ,educated , alert and active mind. Positive and realistic outlook on life and well lit path before me. 

It’s not an easy thing to pull off at all , fortunately I was born of hard stuff from strong natured DNA stock. But I have also had to graft and work hard on the combinations of this package. “Coping with bullies,insults,discrimination,pre conceptions,un educated,disrespect and generally scared people.” Still too this day people still try and dispose thier opinion on my look and intelligence.

I just walk away most of the time,but have put people in thier place verbally and realistically leaving them diminished and ashamed. Now being 6ft4 really helps and in the word of Billy Connely (I look more like a mugger than a mug E ). All achieved by time,work,polishing and most of all pride. 

Society is generally nosey and inquisitive,but also ashamedly un educated and ignorant. Inclusion is not part of life thanks too generation’s of installed prejudice and hate . Whether it’s colour,race,religion,disability,orientation or look these have been established over decade and melenia. It is the job of present generation’s to kick start the re education of the future too accept and understand.

Now I know that the above doesn’t resemble everyone but it is a large majority of society. I know a large section of people that are not tarnished by this. And accept ,ask and learn, we all come from the same cloth.  I don’t care for the above  indiscretion at all personality,brains and humour matter far more.

Your own inner strength is your beauty and determination drives you and inspires others to follow. 

When you peal my skin
Revealing the surface below
Impurity and devistation
Blood crimson red
It will not define me
Or defeat the power within
It will just compound
The truth and heart there in
Fix it up and stich it tight
And put me back to bed
I will awake with a smile on my face
And the confidance will shine

Those haters and doubters
Through my life
And people who can not be
Will gape in awe of what’s set a fore
And languish where they sit
To keep up with me or be your best
You have too put you self behind
Pick up my leed and fall in line
Do what must be done
Not needing to be asked or told by some
Intinctivly just move
For at your ages it is unheard
To be instructed in simple life

So stop you paranoid acts
And lazy task
Of others doing your job
Everyone sees you lack and luster
And bow thier heads in shame
It’s not for us to lift you up
Or prod you to awaken
But for you alone to get off your ass
And stand to be accepted
No excuse or story bold
Will be accepted any longer
Pick up thy shovel and dig with the rest
On the coal face that is life
Do not question or meline
The reasons for the silence
For people will only explain themselves
So many time before the fall silent
This is why you must take note
Of the reasons behind them

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The day has dawned
Your still not here
The smell and aura linger near
Each step I take
Has you by my side
Hand on heart lead in hand
It’s getting easier
To carry on
With memories and heart
Your never gone
My loved one for ever
Time will not take
True family member
With love nothing can break
At peace you are know
In a place calm and free
Your spirit runs free
With all that are here

The Spark

Posted: January 29, 2016 in Random
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The Spark

That one person
Heart races palms are clammy
Dry mouthed you wait
Anticipation on which you thrive
Palpitations the glint in your eye
Spring like steps
Confidant appearance
That something special in the air
Crowds that bustle that disappear
Only when that person is near
The spark in your heart
Your reasons to live
That person you want to live your life with
Grasp tight never let go
For they are the one too help you grow
The power to your blade
And the meaning of life
Husband true or fairest wife
No matter the look
Orientation or creed
There is no replacement for those we need

Cold morning air
fills the lungs and caresses your face
Quietness Deafens you
as the solitude of the early morning welcomes
The freedom to roam
enthrals and invigorates your soul
Striding out with purpose
at a gentle pace
Filled with contemplation
reflexion of the days and times past
Stresses fall freely
the heart is enriched
As you welcome the dawn
Nature sings and carry’s
a welcome like no other ever before
Start the clean page given
do not falter or wain
For you are alive
free from all and ready to take on the day
Shout good Morning World
and start a new

I never wondered where I would be,walking the routes laid for me.
Soaking up the information torrented and imported too my mental store.
Scribbling and noting the starred icons of gold
Tested by self and civilities quests learning too walk and examinations at school
I grow day by day despite of it all taller, wiser and stronger than most.

With contorted features and boggly eye
I stride towards the future with sparkle in my eye
Taking on challenges in every stride
Man made or natural they fall by the side
From strength too strength I charge at light speed
Not dragging my feet with depressive need

With surgeon’s knife and medical aide
My contorted expressions change on my face
Battered and bruised inside and out
I clatter on regardless free of doubt
Knocking me down with your verbilisations or physical charge
Enpowers my nature leading the charge

Through the halls of education and employment i advance
Striking at chances with two strong hands
From home town too deserts I have traveled with joy
Been stacking shelves and throwing bombs
I have love for this planet and the people within
Because of my personality and power within

Too all who have wavered and set road blocks for me
Thanks for the challanges and tasks set by thee
They strengthen my resolve Enpowers my will
They keep me above you with my comfort and skill
I come out at the end complete and bitter free
What have your choices left deep for thee

In reflections repost I praise and idolise
The poor fearful society that tried to repress me
They failed in thier tasks enbittered thier hearts
And most of all lost thier god given right
Bullies and tormentors never do win
If with belief in your self and strong mind,will and heart.

To all in the world down trodden and scared
Stand strong for your future and belief there in
Follow your path cut new routes of your own
Listen and learn avoiding the falls
Thiers only one thing that matters in your own worldly place
Doing your best with love,passion and grace

Peace

Posted: October 4, 2015 in Random
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Sitting in contemplations void
Surrounded by peace
In my own mind
Staring out at open space
Putting the world and stresses
at rest
Recharging the soul
Empowering heart
Bringing life back on track
Singing songs deep in my head
Realisations and plans
Put in place
No one can hurt me
Or reach me out here
I am truelly myself
With nothing to fear
I wish I could live here
Day after day
But life is for living
And acheiments out thier
I will visit again soon
My place full of rest
The best place I found
For Acheiving my best

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Strong of form
Amidst as sea of emotion
There for all to cling too
The rock
An island of calm
Dark formation
Scraggy and narly
With beauty in depth
Reach for your rock
In times of need
Message and converse
At your own speed
Reassuring and meek
The calming influence
  Forever present
  Always there
 

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Staring across still dark water
Searching for life forces
Beyond the murkier enbodyment
Not a ripple or wave shows
On your surface glassial and still
No shimmer of life or light shafts
Appear or reflect into my eyes

Where has the life tranfered too
When only days ago
It was energetic in its eruptiveness
Ripples glistened with golden glow
And Foam coated waves carressed the shore
What forboding evil has stolen the treasure of life

Fixed glare of dispare
Scanning every segmental section
Praying and hoping to find
One small immebic glimpse of hope
A ripple of breath breaking free
Or a insignificant wave lapping in quiet life like joy
Hope above hope of regeneration and envigourment

Hour after hour sighlently watching
Dispare taking over at thought of the end
Perhaps continued struggles added pain and strife
Have finally drawn your spirit from life
I shed a tear of quiet sorrow
Give up my honour in salute of your name
We played together for manies a summer
Flow back to nature for ever and ever

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The filtering of sand
Through the toes
Feel breeze’s caress
Quiet of nature filling your ears
Waves laping gently angainst the shore

Gazing out into the horizon
Wondering what goes on
Way over there
No thought of time
Fret for place
All the dreams
Drift into space

Naturalistic tendancies
Fill your brain
Body and soul
Feel no pain
Mind is clear
The path is straight
No worldly worries
Too contimplate

Splash of water
Laps your skin
As through the wash
You skate and skim
Ambling along
The golden sand
Breathing in goodness
Exhailing the bad

The worlds at peace
No war or worry
Nothing seems
Too want to hurry
Gliding on the winds of change
Contemplation and thought
Prevail

This is the place
Of minds desire
Burn the stresses
On the fire
Return to nature
Relaxed and refreshed
Become yourself
complete and human