Posts Tagged ‘parity’

We are but a spec
Small undescript grain of sand
Blown by the winds of change
Tumbling along with the masses
Tightly packaged and ensnared
Bursting with life but never freed
This is our lot without choice
Dunes amassed with time
Shifted by social winds
We the grains that build the dunes
As society wains under pressures of state
We are but a grain of sand

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It washes over us
Like the tide over sand
Winters onset chill in the air
Crisp fresh mornings frost on the ground
Warmth of breath spirals afore
Decorations set in place
Trees laden with tinsel spring up fast
Xmas is coming santa is on his way
Children excited presents to bare
Carols sang loudly Xmas hits blast loud
Shops full too bursting
People throng and harass
Spirit of uletide a wash on thier face
It washes over the world as a whole
The spirit of Christmas and the Lords holy prayer
No matter your country, religion or creed
We all celebrate something at this time of year.

Nature’s growth within
Humanities drive too acheive
Injuries inflicted by self or others
Mental or physical torments
Entraping our souls
Deep within us
Shunned by society
Because of difference and fear
Scars Visable and hidden
Reactive reactions and force
Uncontrolled depictions of ability
Armour and windows of deception
Masks firmly worn
Deflecting outwardly the pain
The depths twisted and contorted
Dailly by actions of others
Dragging us further down
Ensnared by shambolic  attempts
Medicated acceptances
Delivered by negligent medics
Masking not healing causes
Warping minds and nulling fight
Who are we
Where have we gone
We the warrior must stand and fight
Rally for self and full worthfulness

Inside………outside
Pulsing……..Complextion
Coarsing…….associations
Central……..connections
Systems……parity
Calmness…….realisations
Life cources……freedoms
Pathways……..to acheivement
Skeletal. ………imperfections
Internalised. ….and perfection
The glory of humanity
The picture of health
The complex diversity of us
The similarities we all share
And the freedom of imagination
To mindfully live as one

Who goes their
Is the loud cry
Friend or foe
The question at hand
Click of the switch
Safety is off
One in the chamber
Fingers do twitch
Firmly in sights
Light them up fast
Destinguishing marks
Do we recognise
Shrilled once more
WHO GOES THIER FRIEND OR FOE
Silence the reply
Metal let’s flow
Tac a Tac Tac atac
Verberate’s all around
Aproaching bodies fall to the floor
Repelling our borders
Keeping us safe
No political envy or parliament praise
Guards on the borders and around our shores
Protecting the rights of all who live here
From enemies forgien or domestics of fear

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Stare into the sole
Deep and completely
Draw from the depths
The contentment and truth
Indelibly imprint the glory
Bannish the demons
Harrang and displace
The putrid stench of past
Raise up and live
Be completely self
Defy the odds and raise standards
Be who you were intended to be
Live free and guide with light

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In life there are many chalanges that we face. From simple choices to coping with Stress,Disability,Pain,Bullies,Depression and many more.

  How to cope with these and make informed educated choices is a huge and complex task for many. There is no hand book or set of rules,but many experts and contradicting advice.
   With over 30+ years experience coping with differrent conditions,situations and other challanges. I have formulated my own way of dealing with and sorting through these.
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1) Who am I
2) What can I do
3) Where do I want too go
4) What do I want from life

These are 4 of the main things I think are important. Without knowing these and having confidance dealing with the rest is a submountable task.

Every indavidual is different and has personal,social and indapendant issues.
  Knowing where you fit in the scape of life and how to grow within yourself.
  Stress is a major factor in life in many situations but the right advice,knowledge and ability to use it is imperative.

How to find the right advice:
1) Read as much as you can
2) Ask as many questions as possible
3) Find as many Sources as you can
4) Take notes you feel are relevant to you
5) Formulate a suitable action plan
6) Form a support network of friends,like minded people and specialists

Using all of the above is hard tp start with as is any strange or knew skill. But with the practice of every senario over time it becomes second nature and a new lifestyle ABILITY.
  The same processes can be used for every situation and then make life choices easier to formulate.
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I find it hard to see myself as others do always have. But because I have been accepted by many and get praise and good feed back from most. I have never made it an issue, and asking questiobs or being told how they came to there conclusions has helped desipher this conundrum for me.
   And yes I may seem to put myself down but I realise that I am not how I see myself. And the opinions of others are a review on my life journey and a report on my Promotion of my abilities.
  The bad press and reporting of some does not matter as I strive to stay in the good press with the ability to accept,modify,grow and have self belief.
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Life is what you make it , Be driven and confidant , you will make mistakes but learn ,change ,adapt make your improvements.

         It Does Work it Just Takes Time

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In the room full of joy
Rapture flows from girl and boy
Chatting ,Laughing, googing off
Oblivious to the world around
  Ask a question to looks and stares
Quantified by silence in the air
No retort or utterance made just as if nothing was said

Joining in with the fun around all the faces look too the ground
  Not a look, glance or a stare to acknowledge the fact they know I’m there
   Shouting at the top of my voice echo’s around with out a choice
  Still no flicker of emotional pace no smile or frown apon a face

Is it worth this battle of mine , to speak the words and be held in time
  I am not a dummy , pupper or mute There are feelings inside the scars of the brute
  Heart and soul nobody see just scars on the face and normalities tears
  Sit in the corner all on my own , Party for one as I Talk To Myself

  ( A follow up too Proud to be who I am)
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        ( The Scots Guards on Parade)

I know how hard it is to be bullied and be made fun of all to well. Personally it made school hard as hell,from Primary (junior) school to University. Having everyone including your peer group on your back day in day out. Kids on your street,block or estate harang your every movement.
  Did I hide in a corner or skulk in shadows !! . No I did not, I done the hardest thing I could have choosen too do. I stood upto the bullies and sooth sayers. Not by violance at first but by using my wit,inteligance and speed of thought. Turning round or manipulating there own words or position, A verbal Karate,Ikido or judo if you like.
  This is by no means easy although once you start you dont realise at the time how hard it is. As I am only seeing know how strong I must have been to attempt this.
  It is not cheek,stupid remarks or idiotic behaviour that you use, it is how ever jokes(about youself) aswell as them,word games,inteligance about the situation and grit and determination.
   Disarming or even nutralising there point of view making others laugh and without realising changing perspectives of you ( who you are, why you are,how you feel and what you will not stand for). There are no classes in this unfortunatly or everyone would be doing it.
  And not all the tormentors or torment will stop , but it will put you in a far better mental,social and interpersonal place. That one day you could be writing this or speaking to others on any subject?
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Through my operations I missed a lot of school,but with hard work and help I caught up and passed my exams rising me above these people scared of the unknown(me). I first joined the Army as a Junior Leader (the picture top of page) thats where that chaprter began.
  All these people saying because of my face and that I was a freak and hey you guys (from the Goonies). To name but a few where are they what have they done !!!!.
  A lot I know personally know have made there peice and we have buried hatchets. A lot didnt do well at school,have been in and out of jail(correctional facilities),taken drugs ect. They marvel at my acheivements and wonder why and how !!.
  They have lived with regret,anger and self pitty around there actions. And I forgave them and thanked them for what they had done. With a smile a hug and even a pint or three.
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There are those hard lined bigots out there that you can not change or get through too. That is not your fault it is down to them wholely and fully.

Forgive yourself before others and follow your path. Take those friends and believers with you.Leave doubters,haters and spoilers to languish in there own pitty.

FORGIVENESS IS YOUR GREATEST WEAPON