Posts Tagged ‘dispare’

What is fear
We live hidden under masks
Taking for granted
That which is layed before us
Oblivion becons
Mentaly scared tortured always
Fighting demons
Thrust apon us by socialisation
Beligerance and hatred
Un educated and simplified
They read but do not learn
Watching without seeing
Hearing but not truelly listening
Ecapsulated in pleasant form
No visualisation of fears

We the scared and damaged
Travel lonely
Paths baron of visions
Pleasures of naturalisation
Devoid of empathy
Lacking understanding
Curiose of society
Poked,prodded and agitated
Shunned and laughed at
The buttresses upon which is laid
Putrid profanity and damb nation
Physicality of fears hidden
The visions of social eneptness
Inlaid and Gilted around us
Risen and enriched
We battle forth
Enlivened and purified by self
Rich in knowledge
Free from shackles of life
We divide society
With our pleasant demener
Confidantly forging forward
Regardless

Onwards and upwards
Forward and alive
They shall not condem
Or lay us to the soil
For they will dispatch before us
We will enrich and enliven
Spread words of unity
Dispel all haters
And climb free once and for all
No matter the reality
Despite the disparigers
This is our duty to societies future
Telling our stories breeding confidance
And passing the strength to those less fortunate
Success is being alive

We sit.
Waiting for something
What we do not know
Lounging staring
Interspacialy drunk
Mesmerised and lathargic
The concept of motion
Devoid and unwanted

Robitic tracks
Leading to and frow
The fridge and cooker
Control our soul
No visitors come
Family abscond
Day light impaired by darker ways
Still we sit and wait

Pounds leap on
Spread around us
Monitary stores depleted
Our soul wains
Self destruct on cource
Sinking deeper
Comfort unknown
Mental prowess destructed

Gibbering and rambling
Uncoherant and quiet
Eyes like saucers
Blood shot and gray
Society passes us by
Unaware or caring
Existence obliterated from space
Rubbish piles grow
Self esteem burnt too the ground
Pain no longer felt
Confidance trapped behind glass
Only watching us die

Why do we wain
What allows us to profain
What consiquences will preveil
Where was the gilt edge prize
Selected to change our lives
Why no support
From these that we loved
Cherrished no more
By those that we served
Dispare and gutter lust
Our confidaunts
Homeless ,shambolic,shunned
What is the reason
For destruction of us

Shambolic persistence
Turmoil endevours
To lay waist to all
Sunlight brightens
Sets warmth on the ground
Enriching everything beneath
Showing us the way forward
Driving and energising
Fueling the fires of destiny
Acheive , live and repeat
Feed the imagination
Carry yourself with pride
Success is yours

Where have you gone
The empty space where you sat
The impression on the mattress
Your perfume on my clothes
Your tea stained cup
The dusty shoes in the hall
Still hanging lifeless drapery in the closet
Memories flood with every step
Expectation of your appearance
Every time the doors swing
How can I greave
As you still linger around
When will the hurt go
What can I do
Who will unlock my soul
The love that will never die
The life unforgettable
Sleep well my love
Stay as I remember
But pain and stressless
We will meet again with open arms

AMEN

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Beauty beyond compare
Born angelic without dispar
Masked and painted
By social expectations
Twisted and tortured
In perfections name
Shadow of self
Lost in time
For the use of others
Crime after crime
Her beauty telly hidden
Shadow of self
Our model angel
Wasted to death

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Locked deep
Verberating turmoil
Deep darkness falls
Sleep empailed
Sub conscious scatters
Mind races
Tops turvy sediment
Embroiled hopes and dreams
Scattered in tatters
No quarter spared
Solace of daylights gaze
Lost in time and space
Pain and agony relived
Seconds,minutes and hours
Merge and blur

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                 Darkend vortex
            Complexities vague
          Shrouds places around us

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                     Twisted souls
            Contextual suprematist
               Lights playful nature

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             Glimpses of humor
                Simplisities joy
           Enacted in lights gaze

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The mist has decended
Eyes burning within
Muscles contorted and tight
Rail road engines crashing in my skull
Words falling on barron ground
Indaviduals wanton abandon
Consume and deafen loved ones
Assistancess and partnerships vannished
Alone in this void
Smuthered in the darkness
Constantly battling too survive
Fighting for freedom
The grasp of pain fueled dipressiveness
Ever stronger , ever deeper
what too do Now
Sleep the slumber of intention
Fates choice to awaken or not
Wings furled preperations made
Good night and hopeful fairwell
To this angst and dark state
Seaking brighter lighter days
With Peace

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Turbulant tossing
Vortexuaul rotation of mood
Manic depressiveness bleeds
Seeping into euphoric delerium
Complection chamilien
Intersected by waining faith
Ego dismissive and faint
Powerless and devoid
Agraphobic intentions surround
Disruptive and agressive charges
All consuming darkness
Grasping and enveloping form
Dishevelled and gaunt
Lifeless listed gait envokes true
Gnarled and stooped
Unwilling to open up
Pushing away assistance
Compressed by societies reactions
Onward with back pack of pain
Stumbling and faultering in dispare
. ……………. STRUGGLE…………………

     
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Twisted contusions
Bacterial atomised evils
Viral contensiousness purges
Intersections distort and mire
Systems overloaded and twitching
Fear controls outcomes path
Miss informed sentiments
Quelled by chemical concoctions
Dolled out by uniformed academics
Litteral understanding of purpose
Derived by education and testing
Individuals deviod of feeling
Conceived as statistics and graphs
Attempted freedoms quest
Selfworths attempt of requisition
Paths sub concious seletiveness
Intrusions intersect life
Disability,illness,normality or living