Posts Tagged ‘mind’

Striking lighting like

Intensifying every twinge 

Sending the sensors into overdrive

Clouding the judgement always
Bolt upright I sit

Corpse like and still

Eyes red and bleary

Darkness consumes my form
Ground hog day starts once more

As my mask fitted

Smiling ,happy and fresh

I tackle the tasks before me
Dulled by medicated chemical’s

Cruising along with programmed tasks

Personality void,robotic motion

Plowing through the day
Homeward to solitude

Mask drops partialy once more

Top up of chemicals

Replenishment of energy

Returning to my easy bed

And the chatter of the pixelated noise box

Introverted respect
Proposal of mentality
Clarity of individualism
Selective confusions polarity
Whirlwind of emotiveness
Reactional stammers
Void of naturalisation
Confusion reigns supreme
Whirring mind
Races and skips
Steps missed
Blurred reality touched
Scattered mind set
Escaped memories hide
I am a depressive
A person born
Shunned by you all
Because of fear
I shake uncontrolled
And hide within myself
Screaming too be me

I never wondered where I would be,walking the routes laid for me.
Soaking up the information torrented and imported too my mental store.
Scribbling and noting the starred icons of gold
Tested by self and civilities quests learning too walk and examinations at school
I grow day by day despite of it all taller, wiser and stronger than most.

With contorted features and boggly eye
I stride towards the future with sparkle in my eye
Taking on challenges in every stride
Man made or natural they fall by the side
From strength too strength I charge at light speed
Not dragging my feet with depressive need

With surgeon’s knife and medical aide
My contorted expressions change on my face
Battered and bruised inside and out
I clatter on regardless free of doubt
Knocking me down with your verbilisations or physical charge
Enpowers my nature leading the charge

Through the halls of education and employment i advance
Striking at chances with two strong hands
From home town too deserts I have traveled with joy
Been stacking shelves and throwing bombs
I have love for this planet and the people within
Because of my personality and power within

Too all who have wavered and set road blocks for me
Thanks for the challanges and tasks set by thee
They strengthen my resolve Enpowers my will
They keep me above you with my comfort and skill
I come out at the end complete and bitter free
What have your choices left deep for thee

In reflections repost I praise and idolise
The poor fearful society that tried to repress me
They failed in thier tasks enbittered thier hearts
And most of all lost thier god given right
Bullies and tormentors never do win
If with belief in your self and strong mind,will and heart.

To all in the world down trodden and scared
Stand strong for your future and belief there in
Follow your path cut new routes of your own
Listen and learn avoiding the falls
Thiers only one thing that matters in your own worldly place
Doing your best with love,passion and grace

Light breaks dark

Posted: July 11, 2015 in Random
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Light breaks the dark
Heart races
Mind constructs imagery
Wits heighten
Imagination runs a mock
What awaits
What hastens our way
Is it for us
Dread takes over
Heart pounds

Mind Dam

Posted: August 17, 2014 in Random
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Conseptional idealisms
Gathered tight together
Flow and eb steadily
Joyful and emotional mixes
Sorrow filled angst strewn
Waves of forlorness
Awash the cranial cavity
Aspirations jostle for position
Striving amd gasping for air
Stimulating nueral pathways
Reflex walls sustain a battering
Quelling the stormy influx
Holding back mentalities tides
Refraining the intertwind mix
Allowing clarity of visualisations
Freedom to adventure and acheive
Life in its fullness sprawled outwards
Cognitivity  grasps at virtue


Emotions rip through our flesh
Comiting vile acts upon our soul
Tampering with every sinue and fibre
Dark or light reasonings
Transforming our heart
Forcing it to conform
Becoming a fiery yin and yan

Unatainable to human hand
Hotter than the sun
Colder tham liquid nitrogen
Enfusing the composites of being
Producing forged emotive presence
No mindful control upon its station
Pure unswaithing truths and feelings
Omitting from its steely bowels

Is it hatred or lustful embers
Floating from the sanctume of self
How best to tame and preserve
This simulated state of humanitary bliss
The angelic develment of concuquence
Propelling hearts to rule ove cerebral matter
Productive in concious involvements