Posts Tagged ‘hatred’

Twisted lying still

Innards shift and tumble

Crimson red rises

Spewing like molten lava flows

Exuding weakness and frailty

Tears fall to the ground

Like glass beads scattered below

 emotions lost and bewildered 

Mentally destroyed scarred forever

One individual against life

Can it rise and develope once more

With nurturing and tending

It’s soul will be reborn 

Like a planet scorched by flames

It regenerates in time and flourishes again

Seeds hidden frailties gone

That strength renewed better than before

Stronger, taller with lessons learned

Take on all demons and hater to bare

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Staring at the looking Glass

The figure dim looks back

The sullen look features  drooped

No sparkle in the eyes

Sagging skin and contorted format

Changes beyond belief

That sparkle gone and spark put out

No sign of life within

Its astounding how it’s all locked down

And hidden from plain sight

Grasping and fighting to get it back

A battle fought on an hourly round

That smile under pinned and replaced by frowns

The mask adorned as I step out the door

A sterling job is done

For those I see don’t find the real me

As they smile and joke along

Oh how I miss that tender me

Hidden deep inside

I know my strength and personable hew

Will return with a flash and bang

But the waiting kills a part of me 

With every second that pass

The sympathy of others just seems 

Too pound in another nail 

Oh how demoralising can it be 

To see that coffin built

No I am not physically dying

Just the fire inside

So don’t morn or cry for me

Look for the heart inside

Bright glacial eyes

Broad eluminating smile

A radiance of confidant beauty

Kidnapped by hatred and stupidity

Shrouded in matt black hood

Hidden from view kept from all

Beaten and abuses by social eneptness

Locked away without light

Starved of social sustenance 

The will of life draining from the soul

Thinking and gaunt flesh

Hangs from inside the hood

Skeletal for touches the floor

Bright light floods 

Eyes smart body recoils

Shaking with fear body convulses 

Rescued by the samaratans code

Tended by angels fed by God’s

Brought back to life slowly

Fearful of every noise,movement and silence

Sceptical of societies intent

Physical improvements slowly grasp

Mentality scattered and split

Not in a forgien place

My neibourghood were I grew up

The victim of the bully culture

Sufering like all hostages

No armed response or protective custody

Just my room and the solice within

For my differences I am shunned

When will it change

Acceptance for all

The Change

Will it ever come

Head held high
Eyes looking forward
Striding through life
Clearing all hurdles
Breaking down walls
Battling foes
Bannishing darkness where ever it grows
The guiding light and warrior brave
The meek and mild servant
Who journey along
This is not bravery
Only the fight
That burns deep inside me
Producing the power of right
Through Turmoils and pains
Growing ever stronger
Live in the shadows no way any longer
These choices are hard
But critical to all for we are survivors
That battle away
For fairer and brighter days for all

No reason too
The clouds cover all
No energy for
Darkness spills
Lifeless and void
Expressions painted
Mask firmly adorned
Armour sullen and tainted
Well battered
Hiding from society
Dishevelled and gaunt
No sun shines
No warmth in its glow
This ghostly figure
Floats on by
Did you see me
Probably not
Figment of imaginative magic
Trick of the eye
No mirage
No solace
No normality true
The life of a victim
Twisted by you

I rise
New and refreshed
Dailly construction undergone
Fresh in formats installed
Routes and changes
Marked and imprinted
My journey continues forth with

The darkness
Attempts to pull
Compressing virtues
Diminishing worth
Covering all in black mirk
Visions impairments it’s satisfaction
All routes it barrakades
Evil posted on every corner
It’s demonic soul bears faster
The power of souls charged

Pace by pace
I stride with confidance
Enpowered and rich
No matter my look
The scars I carry
Both physical and mental
These do not define me
They make me the richest man alive
Free fom societies constraints
Emblazing my own path
Victory is always going to be mine
No matter how hard

His form is many
It’s all in the eyes
Shadow like shape shifting
Indaviduals scattered asunder
Each and every personage
Carries his being
Power of the indaviduals soul
Contains this power
The weekest however
Are consumed by him
Transgression after transgressions
They are blackened
Becoming the foil of evils worth

Over the hills
Climbing mountains
I acheive by every step
The worth and pride rise higher
Forsake all those that doubt
Lay waste to those that don’t support
Only carry the positive nurturing aid
Friends and family true
Assist with the power of one
It’s not the time
But the journey that defines
Not the task
But the persistence to acheive
Evil does not have that energy
Blinding it and diminishing choice
Light surges through our viens
Allowing acheivements too glow
Empowering us through life

Nature’s growth within
Humanities drive too acheive
Injuries inflicted by self or others
Mental or physical torments
Entraping our souls
Deep within us
Shunned by society
Because of difference and fear
Scars Visable and hidden
Reactive reactions and force
Uncontrolled depictions of ability
Armour and windows of deception
Masks firmly worn
Deflecting outwardly the pain
The depths twisted and contorted
Dailly by actions of others
Dragging us further down
Ensnared by shambolic  attempts
Medicated acceptances
Delivered by negligent medics
Masking not healing causes
Warping minds and nulling fight
Who are we
Where have we gone
We the warrior must stand and fight
Rally for self and full worthfulness

Shambolic persistence
Turmoil endevours
To lay waist to all
Sunlight brightens
Sets warmth on the ground
Enriching everything beneath
Showing us the way forward
Driving and energising
Fueling the fires of destiny
Acheive , live and repeat
Feed the imagination
Carry yourself with pride
Success is yours

Knuckles rattle flesh
Bones crunch and vessels split
Time and again
Lying blooded on the floor
Toe caps denting the skull
Ribs imprinted by soles of boots
Screams ring out
As the air escapes at speed
From my internal injuries
Breathless in tears
Flooded by blood
Prone and limp I stagnate
Again and again
This agression lusting indavidual
Continually pugilating
Punch drunk and obsessed
Drifting in and out of hell
When will it stop
Snapping and crunching
Trauma after trauma
Colidascopes of colour
Inprinted on flesh
Like beacons emblazen
The full truth of actions
Lying cold and pasty
Lifeless and pale
Left for dead
I drag my carcus along the floor
Agonisingly stretch for the phone
Agonisingly and tentivly
Punching in the emergency number
Clinging to conciousness by finger tips
Pass information with last breaths
Will help arrive,or will trauma return

I left because of pain
The violence in my brain
Tortured by your intolerance
Damaged by your physicality
A love once born free
Hammered and beaten
Too inches from death
Lost know forever
Trust obliterated from my sole
This beauty did not seek
A beast too brutalise
Her sole or virtue
It wasn’t yours you had no right
Being you does not give you parity
I am a being full of worth
Not a punch bag or torture vessel
I sit with the demons you gave me
I shrug and hide
From any contact with others
Because of you and your brutality
Demonic lusting for powers thrill
You will meet with Karma
And on that day you will fall
As I rise and unfurl my wings once more
Time will heal with care
And once more I will be
Confidant and trusting again
While you battered bruised and alone
Will wilt and die in the hole you have dug