Posts Tagged ‘Pain’

Striding out 

Slowly edging forwards

Goals achieved 

Strength holding up 

Steady paced progress goes

Clarity wains power dips 

Crash we hit the floor

All a blur shivering wreck 

No explanation for the effect

Lying prone on the ground 

No assistance anywhere to be found

Faculties checked injuries tended

Pick ourselves up act like we’re mended

Return to normality creeps slowly progresses

Cloudy mind aching body 

That first sign of weakness glaringly obvious

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Trapped

Posted: September 25, 2016 in Random
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Within my casket 

Enclosed and trapped 

In the darkness of pains rule

Breaking free with the power of word

Lyrically embellishing pages 

For others enjoyment and perusal 

Releasing feelings and words un said

Freedom from this solitude and smirk

Emblazend light of normality

Warms and comforts the twisted soul

Warrior brave humanities gain

Oh how freedom enlightens the soul

Hazey  glazed optics

Electrified tingling nerves

Mental mist Clouding judgement

Depressive pain pushing down

Step by step muscles scream

Sinues shredded beyond repair

Medical endused palitive being 

Shopping done kids at play

Weapons drawn on a sunny day

Onwards and upwards the battle cry

Smile on my face song in my heart

This pain is defeated till morning light

Determined and willful onward strides

Warrior not victim the lion inside

Break down the walls flood the area with light

Don’t be disparaged get up and fight

Haze

Posted: August 5, 2016 in Random
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Pewring through the murk

Shady figures and outlines

Befall my receptors

Clouding judgement and thought

Simplistic tasks become arduous 

Mind seem like hours 

Hours likened to days

Nerves shot senses scrambled

As the shifting plates 

Of skeletal bone

Slide and shift

I feel and see the haze 

Continual and ensnared

Oh where is the light

The contempt you wield
For my existence
My loyalty too my life
The ability too strip me of dignity
My empowered soul screams
The assistance never arrives
Silent screaming of sinues
The howls from a troubled mind
You smirk at my attempts
To conform to the expected
Normalities guise is tattered
Damb you disfunction
Your mental physicality
Putrifies souls dragging them down
But I will not lie down
I will never cease to strive
I am a lion
The true warrior
Countermanding your orders
Is my right
This will defile your attempts
Throw asunder your reign
And allow me and my fellow sufferers
To live life too the full
And rise high out of your enforced mire pit
To emblazened highs never thought possible
We will win I will lead the contingents
I have and will forever
Dispell and devour your bile
So others do not have too
You may take our bodies and minds
But our freedoms are our own
To shine and make aware our brilliance

Yeah that’s right
You forced me too the ground
Raised my head
Took a breath
And stared you in the eyes
With fortitude and strength of mind
I raised my body up
With the support of limbs
And heart of steel
I defeated you once again

Nature’s growth within
Humanities drive too acheive
Injuries inflicted by self or others
Mental or physical torments
Entraping our souls
Deep within us
Shunned by society
Because of difference and fear
Scars Visable and hidden
Reactive reactions and force
Uncontrolled depictions of ability
Armour and windows of deception
Masks firmly worn
Deflecting outwardly the pain
The depths twisted and contorted
Dailly by actions of others
Dragging us further down
Ensnared by shambolic  attempts
Medicated acceptances
Delivered by negligent medics
Masking not healing causes
Warping minds and nulling fight
Who are we
Where have we gone
We the warrior must stand and fight
Rally for self and full worthfulness

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Glazed
Emotion less
Devoid of fealing
Living in fear
Locked away
The inner sanctum
Safety from all
The windows
Dull and sullen
Show lifeless depravation
No light glints
Swallowed whole by dark
Chains comfort
Restricting motions
Deserving of death
Punished by living
Putrid socialisation
Societies pitiful cry
Crime against self
Reality of depressions strength
Plowing against earth’s soil
Heart blackened and cold
No life lives here anymore
No preserve or drive
Too exist

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Follow the tempo
Feeling free
Dreams of gold
You and me
Places visited
Times of fun
People lost
And love on the run
Sunshine and storm
Brightest of light
Darkest of night
Achieving the best
Fighting the fears
Falling down holes
Rasing the flags
Follow your dreams
Make it a class
Faster than sound
Hit the ground running
And reach for the stars

The Unseen hidden in me

Posted: October 21, 2014 in Random
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I hide it well
Beneath the scars
And smile I wear
The tensions and strains
Of pain at bare
Wracked Dailly contorted faze
Raining on all the sunny days
Despite the help and fairest ways
Other don’t notice or understand
Even those closest scoff and laugh
Pulling me down past safe graces felt
Pointing out inconsiderate plays
Leveling sanctions against my way
With pride I fight the hourly strifes
Protecting my kids and loving wife
They never see the evils done
Or true impact upon my mind
For decades of living
Fighting through sins
I am proud of the places and achievements done
I ask for no sympathies or special  praise
Solace of friendships true and family care
Will lift me to places far above the putrid places
So in your fears and terror places Find that stasus and bright joyous places