Posts Tagged ‘mindset’

Days feel like minutes,hours like seconds

Misty minded darkness covers all

The smile and fassade weaken 

Tiredness consumes energy faster daily

Those close seem too patronize instead of comfort

Daily tools lag and drag me down

Breathing is a chore simplicity eludes me

Inner strengths hide chortling gayley 

It’s raining outside nature crys too

Hiding the tracks of my own tears

Trying to comfort me in it’s own sadness

Why doesn’t anyone know what too do

Where has the real me gone

Alone in my busy household I sit

Screaming in silence struggling to hold back fear and pain

The light is further away down this never ending tunnel

Train has stalled to far from either end

No energy to stride it out

Once coveted solitude is now my prison

Dark ,dimming existence of the disheveled 

Battle of minds existence.. ……. thoughts

I never wondered where I would be,walking the routes laid for me.
Soaking up the information torrented and imported too my mental store.
Scribbling and noting the starred icons of gold
Tested by self and civilities quests learning too walk and examinations at school
I grow day by day despite of it all taller, wiser and stronger than most.

With contorted features and boggly eye
I stride towards the future with sparkle in my eye
Taking on challenges in every stride
Man made or natural they fall by the side
From strength too strength I charge at light speed
Not dragging my feet with depressive need

With surgeon’s knife and medical aide
My contorted expressions change on my face
Battered and bruised inside and out
I clatter on regardless free of doubt
Knocking me down with your verbilisations or physical charge
Enpowers my nature leading the charge

Through the halls of education and employment i advance
Striking at chances with two strong hands
From home town too deserts I have traveled with joy
Been stacking shelves and throwing bombs
I have love for this planet and the people within
Because of my personality and power within

Too all who have wavered and set road blocks for me
Thanks for the challanges and tasks set by thee
They strengthen my resolve Enpowers my will
They keep me above you with my comfort and skill
I come out at the end complete and bitter free
What have your choices left deep for thee

In reflections repost I praise and idolise
The poor fearful society that tried to repress me
They failed in thier tasks enbittered thier hearts
And most of all lost thier god given right
Bullies and tormentors never do win
If with belief in your self and strong mind,will and heart.

To all in the world down trodden and scared
Stand strong for your future and belief there in
Follow your path cut new routes of your own
Listen and learn avoiding the falls
Thiers only one thing that matters in your own worldly place
Doing your best with love,passion and grace

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     Dingy dark unknown
     Expanse of bewilderment
     Strewn far and wide
     Enveloping all around without care
     Dread,dispare and angst
     Fill this vestle too the brim
     Swetting,shaking and rooted firm
     Standing with back to the light
     Onward I am propelled
     To achieve is to endure all
     Conquer what could be
      Cope and learn from what could not
      The darkness is life
      Paths unknown are ours to travel
      Free confidance grows step by step
    
   

Mindful journey

Posted: October 16, 2014 in Random
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Dark and dingy pathways
Illy lit and marred by life
The putrid stench of death
Lingering freely amongst us
Quagmire’s strewen haphazardly
Underfoot
Step placement the lottery chosen
Decisions selective inspiration
Powering the mentalities of all around
Protagonistic intentions drive
Informative educated placings
Stimulating beginnings qwelling endings
Metamorphic meanings and visalisations
Lives true intensions rise and fall
Beaming light in necessities places
Truth, love contimplate sobrieties views
Long winding serendipity frolics free
Walk the chosen in mental and physical living