Posts Tagged ‘try’

Born too live
Live to acheive
Acheive to inspire
Inspire and teach
Teach to enhance growth
Sprinkle with kindness
Shower with affection
Fill the soul with joy
Implant seeds too form memories
Grow the knowledge
Watch them improve
Nurture and tend the garden of life
Comfort when in need
Love without condition
Drive and stoke thier fires
Sit back and marvel
Thier acomplishments  glow
They grow and become
Through life the cycle continues
And we can bask in its awe
Our gift from our past
To our present and future
For now and eternity

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      Societies asimilation
      Oritory of conceptions
      Media led instruction
      Governance with subliminality
      Brain washed with every sense
      Senses awash with miss    information
      Humanity void of indavidualism
      Sheep mentality grows
      Indaviduals shunned and melined
      Be yourself and rise
      Become the brightest light
      Wear the colours of change
      Become who you want too be
      Not a DROID of humanisation
      Be self with pride
      Expand your world beyond
      The conceptual boundaries
      Live your lives to the fullest
      Become your dreams and ambitions

     

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On my thrown in my place
I pervey all around
From the smallest insignificance
To the mightiest and most valuable
Passing on my virtues
And advising the unaware
Am I meek and quiet
Or do I rule with iron rod
I am self and strong
My land before me lies
Free and non descriptive
Pleasure and pain combine
All the same in every aspect
Protected by virtues rule
Domain of the free and alive

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Follow the tempo
Feeling free
Dreams of gold
You and me
Places visited
Times of fun
People lost
And love on the run
Sunshine and storm
Brightest of light
Darkest of night
Achieving the best
Fighting the fears
Falling down holes
Rasing the flags
Follow your dreams
Make it a class
Faster than sound
Hit the ground running
And reach for the stars

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You tore us apart
With your silent attacks
Thrown years of dedication assunder
Miss understanding of self
Grips and tosses you freely
The dark depravity of your sanctury
Ommitted from lifeless optics
Rage internal rules flesh
Hatred and confusion hand in hand
Guide your developement
Mis guided angst peirces like darts
My uncoditional love drives me on
Hopeful in fates return of truth
Ignorance of behaviours
Dambed uncontrollable virtue
Driving a scewer through my heart
Dailly battles tier the soul
Loosing grip on reallities reigns
Depressiveness and benevalance hover
Ready to strike deep
Hope above hope strives
Faith wains at your ability to recover
Where in the darkness is your true brightness
That once emblazened our either and lives with warmth
Come back to us whole and radient
Fight hard my angelic heart
We are calling hear our prayers
Darkness is not your trueness
Let the love rebirth your inner peice
Be self once more and stronger
Our love is here ommitting light
To guide you through
Conviction of choices now your choosing
But we will never give up or give in   

  ( A follow up too Proud to be who I am)
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        ( The Scots Guards on Parade)

I know how hard it is to be bullied and be made fun of all to well. Personally it made school hard as hell,from Primary (junior) school to University. Having everyone including your peer group on your back day in day out. Kids on your street,block or estate harang your every movement.
  Did I hide in a corner or skulk in shadows !! . No I did not, I done the hardest thing I could have choosen too do. I stood upto the bullies and sooth sayers. Not by violance at first but by using my wit,inteligance and speed of thought. Turning round or manipulating there own words or position, A verbal Karate,Ikido or judo if you like.
  This is by no means easy although once you start you dont realise at the time how hard it is. As I am only seeing know how strong I must have been to attempt this.
  It is not cheek,stupid remarks or idiotic behaviour that you use, it is how ever jokes(about youself) aswell as them,word games,inteligance about the situation and grit and determination.
   Disarming or even nutralising there point of view making others laugh and without realising changing perspectives of you ( who you are, why you are,how you feel and what you will not stand for). There are no classes in this unfortunatly or everyone would be doing it.
  And not all the tormentors or torment will stop , but it will put you in a far better mental,social and interpersonal place. That one day you could be writing this or speaking to others on any subject?
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Through my operations I missed a lot of school,but with hard work and help I caught up and passed my exams rising me above these people scared of the unknown(me). I first joined the Army as a Junior Leader (the picture top of page) thats where that chaprter began.
  All these people saying because of my face and that I was a freak and hey you guys (from the Goonies). To name but a few where are they what have they done !!!!.
  A lot I know personally know have made there peice and we have buried hatchets. A lot didnt do well at school,have been in and out of jail(correctional facilities),taken drugs ect. They marvel at my acheivements and wonder why and how !!.
  They have lived with regret,anger and self pitty around there actions. And I forgave them and thanked them for what they had done. With a smile a hug and even a pint or three.
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There are those hard lined bigots out there that you can not change or get through too. That is not your fault it is down to them wholely and fully.

Forgive yourself before others and follow your path. Take those friends and believers with you.Leave doubters,haters and spoilers to languish in there own pitty.

FORGIVENESS IS YOUR GREATEST WEAPON