Posts Tagged ‘fearful’

I never wondered where I would be,walking the routes laid for me.
Soaking up the information torrented and imported too my mental store.
Scribbling and noting the starred icons of gold
Tested by self and civilities quests learning too walk and examinations at school
I grow day by day despite of it all taller, wiser and stronger than most.

With contorted features and boggly eye
I stride towards the future with sparkle in my eye
Taking on challenges in every stride
Man made or natural they fall by the side
From strength too strength I charge at light speed
Not dragging my feet with depressive need

With surgeon’s knife and medical aide
My contorted expressions change on my face
Battered and bruised inside and out
I clatter on regardless free of doubt
Knocking me down with your verbilisations or physical charge
Enpowers my nature leading the charge

Through the halls of education and employment i advance
Striking at chances with two strong hands
From home town too deserts I have traveled with joy
Been stacking shelves and throwing bombs
I have love for this planet and the people within
Because of my personality and power within

Too all who have wavered and set road blocks for me
Thanks for the challanges and tasks set by thee
They strengthen my resolve Enpowers my will
They keep me above you with my comfort and skill
I come out at the end complete and bitter free
What have your choices left deep for thee

In reflections repost I praise and idolise
The poor fearful society that tried to repress me
They failed in thier tasks enbittered thier hearts
And most of all lost thier god given right
Bullies and tormentors never do win
If with belief in your self and strong mind,will and heart.

To all in the world down trodden and scared
Stand strong for your future and belief there in
Follow your path cut new routes of your own
Listen and learn avoiding the falls
Thiers only one thing that matters in your own worldly place
Doing your best with love,passion and grace

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Bugles fanfare sounds
Eyes struggle too open
Leaping out of bed
Pulling the duvet over my shoulders
Planting feet firmly on the floor
Burrowing into my downy pillow soft
Stretching up to the sky
Slumber welcomes me once more
Sinues awaken and energised
Dream state envigours and warms
Washed,spruced and ready
Dragging me willingly away from here
Out the door and on my way
Too my solitude and peace
Dailly tasks gladly dispatched
Fishing and scenery my prize
To live forefilled and free
Escapism and calmness
I am what I strive to be
I shudder to think of realities needs
This life is for living 100%
I hide away from all

The physical attacks
Leave visual scars and marks
That heal and disappear
They mentally scar
Even those disapate
Verbal and mental abusiveness
Sythe to the core
Etched forever on the cyrable cortex
Darkening life and causing strife
Attacked by those ment to protect
Aswell as the idiots scared out of wits
Which is harder to accept
The closeness of wolves in sheep’s clothing
With no end in sight
This is the tasks thrust upon victims
Day in and day out for time in memorial

Light breaks dark

Posted: July 11, 2015 in Random
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Light breaks the dark
Heart races
Mind constructs imagery
Wits heighten
Imagination runs a mock
What awaits
What hastens our way
Is it for us
Dread takes over
Heart pounds

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Longing and dreams
Filling my head
Skimming the waters of life
Thinly  sandwiched
Between the depth of dispare
And the darkness of the unknown
No vein of light
To shatter the Dark foreboding
Spread out before me
Trapped deep
Grasped tightly by fears
Two steps forward
Fifty back
This mountain so high
Clambering for the light

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All consumed by darkness
Shivering in the frozen waste
Disorientated by blackness
Void of emotions
Gripped by fears stength
Drained of confidance and respect
By dipressive and heavy concerns
Memories replayed time and again
Vivid as the day they occurred
Disalusioned by people’s lack of compassion
Strained and alone we float and Bob
Fighting the demons loosing the battles
Winning wars of mindful torture
We sub conciously omit the guiding light
Unaware of our own strengths
Others avoid the rocky paths and pit falls
We the embattled lead the way too brighter days

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Tainted armoured flesh
Embellished by depravities sinues
Sullen expressionless fasade
Non greeting, lacking empathy
Strength exudes powers glare
Thwarting plans of enemies found
What is at the core of this beast
Tiny diminutive frame
Of societies weakest personage
Furthest from the Knights realm
Full of heart , care and fight
Stronger than an Ox
But timid and shy like a sheep
He returns too his shaded corner
And dips his head with rounded shoulders
Meek and quiet once more
Reverting to stereo types form