Days feel like minutes,hours like seconds
Misty minded darkness covers all
The smile and fassade weaken
Tiredness consumes energy faster daily
Those close seem too patronize instead of comfort
Daily tools lag and drag me down
Breathing is a chore simplicity eludes me
Inner strengths hide chortling gayley
It’s raining outside nature crys too
Hiding the tracks of my own tears
Trying to comfort me in it’s own sadness
Why doesn’t anyone know what too do
Where has the real me gone
Alone in my busy household I sit
Screaming in silence struggling to hold back fear and pain
The light is further away down this never ending tunnel
Train has stalled to far from either end
No energy to stride it out
Once coveted solitude is now my prison
Dark ,dimming existence of the disheveled
Battle of minds existence.. ……. thoughts