Disarm (set sail)

Mother nature dealt the cards
A mask of iron solidly cast
Too show a front
To be socially adept
And not scare the children
Who are Unaware
Time rolled on without a task
Name calling and ridicule
Were my Dailly soup
Untill one day the mirror laughed
It didn’t crack or run a mile
Mother nature struck her blow
Tossing the mask too and frow
Dropping down too the floor
Too look at my suprise
No batted eyes from passers by
Not a wiper or a moan
My own name I hear more and more
So natural change
Personality by the pale
New horizons let’s set sail

Confidance

Beleiving in self
Powerful emitting ability
Projecting goals ahead
Already won and received
Within mental state
No one better,stronger or deserving
Doubters power the engine
Feeding the hunger to acheive
I am the best at who I am
There is nothing I can do
No mountain to high
No vally too deep
There is no struggle great enough
To slow or stop
Keep out my way
I am acheiving all the way
Be with me or keep clear
I will not carry ill will
Only sunshine and happiness
Omitted from my heals
Adversity is only a word
Ability and determination
Are the master keys
Too every door infront of me
I will not wait or dally
But take the time I require
And receive my prize with joy

Ur Future

New beginings
  Changes and alterations
     Acceptance of new and unknown
        Practice and preservation
          Lifestyle and socialisations
            Egotistical and self awareness
               You,yourself and choices made

This is the circle of future acheivements
Continual and repetative
In the deviness of choice
Willingness and advetures
Abound and aplenty
For those that dare to try
Acheive or fail
Is not the question
Try or not try
Is the challange ahead

These choices are self selective
Indavidauls alone
Shared with simbiotic partners striding along
Take elected chances firmly in hand
Put in the effort success is the plan
Empower,improve and grow in every way
Never give up keep the doubters at bay

Proud too be Who I am

Born 1st August 1974 with a complex disfigurement of the skull. Similar to a cleft palate but in my forehead. My eyes were positioned round towards my ears, a 4″ inch ravean in my forehead,2 bumps positioned on my eyebrow line just above my nose. And my nose was the same length as the width of an average thumb.

From the age of 7 1982 I started a long and winding set of Maxifacial operations. Performed at the Southern General Hospital Glasgow,by the same team as Operated on the boy David from Brazil. Apart from Dr Thomson who adopted david.
  The first Operation was a 18 and a half hours on the operating table. 27 days recovery in intensive care and 4 further weeks on the childrens ward. A further 50+ operations followed untill the age of 14 1988.
  Bullied daily because I was different and people were scared of the unknown. Daily repetative name calling,pushing,shoving and worse. Where I grew up you either fought back got strong,or curled up and gave in.
  

Yes I stood out in the crowd and I was the odd man out. But hey how amazing can that be !! , let me explain , I have an inbuilt story. Mother nature dealt me this oddity aswell as strong mental ability , broad shoulders and a stubborn streak. I had and still do have an answer for everything,sence of humour and determination to prove people wrong.
  Yes the daily battle was painful,depressing,hurtful,questionable,distroying but charactor building, drive building, powerful,Spiritual and friendship building. I know all too well that it is hard and people children especially are cruel and petty. Yes even now at nearly 40 I still get strange looks name calling ect.

Here is the best part I have served my country 10+ years as Guardsman and Marine , been a NHS Nurse , Coached sport at all levels,qualified as a Physio,personal Trainer, Traveled 3 quarters of the world and got married with 4 gorgious children. There is a brighter side to all the anguish and hurt.
  And I know everyone is different but we are also the same I chose to make my victimisation work for me instead of putting me down. I rose up and grew into who I am now
This Strong,polite,personable,educated and grounded person. I personally am thankful to all my bullies,doubters and haters Family,enemy or stranger alike.
  You are and always have been the wind in the sails of this great ship that has sailed above and beyond that of most of your lives. I have no regrets or hang ups at all yes I am hard on myself and sometimes put myself down too much (some who may read this know this well) but I am here and doing things my way despite it all ;).

PLEASE ANYONE BEING PERSICUTED OR BULLIED BY OTHERS SEEK HELP
(Talk to someone deal with you first ignore and become deaf to the doubters and haters) Rise like the Pheneix and show your guiding light.