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Tare my sinues
Scratch my skin
Etch me black and blue
Burn my cortex
By slanderous bile
Push me to the floor
As you hover above
Stand well clear
As the flames do rise
This phoenix with fight in its eyes
Spreading my wing
Full with beauties suprise
Soaring above you
In clarity of sky
Free with my dreams
Outstretched and new
Striding for goals
New and so bold
Your punch bag no longer
Deaf too your spew
I am my hero
Bold, loving and true
From this day forward
I promise to be myself and my spirit
And lay waste to thee

The beginings of a new day

Morning glow breaks
Crunch of Crispness
Softens as illumination grows
Slurps heard loud
As civilisation awakens
Dailey tasks undertaken
Mother nature  invigorated
Blossoms smile and rivers flow
Creatures scury and hary
Life cascades fresh and new
Life anew and clear thrives
For this is morning
The beginnings of a new day

What Will Be Will Be

In the fullness of time

All the Dreamers will value

The comprehensions and attitudes

They have divulged and consumed

For generations and eions

 

Perseptual isimilation of  factual time

Careses thier inner sanctum

And stimulates and charges 

The energetic core

Propelling Dreams into solidified actions

Then shall there world expand

In explosions of sycadelic and vivid

Self made splendour

Finaly lifting there aspirational faze

Out of societies

Putrid and enblackend ses pool

Of Normal Life 

Proud too be Who I am

Born 1st August 1974 with a complex disfigurement of the skull. Similar to a cleft palate but in my forehead. My eyes were positioned round towards my ears, a 4″ inch ravean in my forehead,2 bumps positioned on my eyebrow line just above my nose. And my nose was the same length as the width of an average thumb.

From the age of 7 1982 I started a long and winding set of Maxifacial operations. Performed at the Southern General Hospital Glasgow,by the same team as Operated on the boy David from Brazil. Apart from Dr Thomson who adopted david.
  The first Operation was a 18 and a half hours on the operating table. 27 days recovery in intensive care and 4 further weeks on the childrens ward. A further 50+ operations followed untill the age of 14 1988.
  Bullied daily because I was different and people were scared of the unknown. Daily repetative name calling,pushing,shoving and worse. Where I grew up you either fought back got strong,or curled up and gave in.
  

Yes I stood out in the crowd and I was the odd man out. But hey how amazing can that be !! , let me explain , I have an inbuilt story. Mother nature dealt me this oddity aswell as strong mental ability , broad shoulders and a stubborn streak. I had and still do have an answer for everything,sence of humour and determination to prove people wrong.
  Yes the daily battle was painful,depressing,hurtful,questionable,distroying but charactor building, drive building, powerful,Spiritual and friendship building. I know all too well that it is hard and people children especially are cruel and petty. Yes even now at nearly 40 I still get strange looks name calling ect.

Here is the best part I have served my country 10+ years as Guardsman and Marine , been a NHS Nurse , Coached sport at all levels,qualified as a Physio,personal Trainer, Traveled 3 quarters of the world and got married with 4 gorgious children. There is a brighter side to all the anguish and hurt.
  And I know everyone is different but we are also the same I chose to make my victimisation work for me instead of putting me down. I rose up and grew into who I am now
This Strong,polite,personable,educated and grounded person. I personally am thankful to all my bullies,doubters and haters Family,enemy or stranger alike.
  You are and always have been the wind in the sails of this great ship that has sailed above and beyond that of most of your lives. I have no regrets or hang ups at all yes I am hard on myself and sometimes put myself down too much (some who may read this know this well) but I am here and doing things my way despite it all ;).

PLEASE ANYONE BEING PERSICUTED OR BULLIED BY OTHERS SEEK HELP
(Talk to someone deal with you first ignore and become deaf to the doubters and haters) Rise like the Pheneix and show your guiding light.