Posts Tagged ‘woe’

Cold envelopes me
The dark Shrouds my form
Emotions disapear
Eyes transperant and vague
Skin clamy and cool to touch
Without relief panic takes control
Curled in my fetal position
Comforts dispelled
Friends and family evade my space
Loneliness grasps my shoulders
As if to mock me
Deeper and deeper it pulls my soul
Longer and Longer it persist
Finally it has me
Where ever here is

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      Amongst the battles
      Of oppressions foes
      A thought for suffers left
      The brave at war
      Fighting hard in the name of peace
      Fleeing civilisation
      Condemned by rage
      Of those from within thier walls
      The truth denied by governance
      Spreading congecture through thier press
       With agendas hidden from the rest
       We the unaware can but gaze
        And pray for safe returns and battles end
       In the name of civilisations grace
       Every man to thier own
       In freedom and home
       With safety to live thier peace
    We are only humanity who
     Have imperfections and blemishes
    In clear view shown are aware
    Our differences many
    Impale and disapear
    In times of battles rage

Where have you gone
The empty space where you sat
The impression on the mattress
Your perfume on my clothes
Your tea stained cup
The dusty shoes in the hall
Still hanging lifeless drapery in the closet
Memories flood with every step
Expectation of your appearance
Every time the doors swing
How can I greave
As you still linger around
When will the hurt go
What can I do
Who will unlock my soul
The love that will never die
The life unforgettable
Sleep well my love
Stay as I remember
But pain and stressless
We will meet again with open arms

AMEN

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I miss you
Where did you go
Lost and alone
I stumble and trip
Fallen I lie still

My guide where are you
The love it hangs
Undying and caged
No key to be found
Not even by me

Where ever you are
I pray you are safe
Growing ever stronger
In time and space
Surrounded by friends
Family close

To think of you lonely
Breaks my heart string
My dearly departed
Partner and friend
I love you forever
You’re in my thoughts
Too the end

Our truth and compassion
Still illuminate your space
Lighting my path
And keeping me safe
My shoulder to cry on
The clown in my life
The inspirations
For striving and doing my best

I see you in day light
I smell you around
In each beautiful flower
And blossoms abound

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Locked deep
Verberating turmoil
Deep darkness falls
Sleep empailed
Sub conscious scatters
Mind races
Tops turvy sediment
Embroiled hopes and dreams
Scattered in tatters
No quarter spared
Solace of daylights gaze
Lost in time and space
Pain and agony relived
Seconds,minutes and hours
Merge and blur

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The mist has decended
Eyes burning within
Muscles contorted and tight
Rail road engines crashing in my skull
Words falling on barron ground
Indaviduals wanton abandon
Consume and deafen loved ones
Assistancess and partnerships vannished
Alone in this void
Smuthered in the darkness
Constantly battling too survive
Fighting for freedom
The grasp of pain fueled dipressiveness
Ever stronger , ever deeper
what too do Now
Sleep the slumber of intention
Fates choice to awaken or not
Wings furled preperations made
Good night and hopeful fairwell
To this angst and dark state
Seaking brighter lighter days
With Peace

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Staring across still dark water
Searching for life forces
Beyond the murkier enbodyment
Not a ripple or wave shows
On your surface glassial and still
No shimmer of life or light shafts
Appear or reflect into my eyes

Where has the life tranfered too
When only days ago
It was energetic in its eruptiveness
Ripples glistened with golden glow
And Foam coated waves carressed the shore
What forboding evil has stolen the treasure of life

Fixed glare of dispare
Scanning every segmental section
Praying and hoping to find
One small immebic glimpse of hope
A ripple of breath breaking free
Or a insignificant wave lapping in quiet life like joy
Hope above hope of regeneration and envigourment

Hour after hour sighlently watching
Dispare taking over at thought of the end
Perhaps continued struggles added pain and strife
Have finally drawn your spirit from life
I shed a tear of quiet sorrow
Give up my honour in salute of your name
We played together for manies a summer
Flow back to nature for ever and ever

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Stumbling along feeling my way
The blackness of despare envellopes
Stifeling and choking my self esteam
Filling my heart with the cement of sorrow
Unworthy,ugly and unloved I am drawn deeper into the shadow
Abused and bullied at every station
No light for me,no dawn of a new day

How can I stay,no fight left
Opake and translusant skin Clamy too touch
Constantly shivering ,hiding away
Daren’t look anyone in the eye
As distane and hatred spews from there gaze
Pitty the emotive pressance sent my way

The weather report says 18 degrees
Why is it dark and freezing to me
Desheveld and gaunt in shabby cloths
No helpful assistance friends to behold
Silent screams,dry rivers of tears
Confiding in Jack,burbon and beers
Surrounded by people but all alone

Contimplation of death brings a smile to my face
Disapearing for ever from the rat race
No mourners of sorrow or family dear
No one would miss me or nitice I fear
The tormentors and abuser would smile with delight
At the demise of this sad an sorryful sight

I embrace you oh darkness
My friend for these years
I have forgiven my doubter,haters and theivs
Adorning new clothes bright like sun light.
I rise up out these ashes and taken too flight
Regeneration and acceptence of self
Is sustaining the power itself
Onwards and upward is my battle cry
Farewell Jack,burbon and beer

The Mist and Darkness

Posted: April 18, 2014 in Random
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It closes in
Thick,gray and cold
Where is the light
Of forbiden gold

Deeper It envellopes
Darker and dimmer
No comfort
From cold

Pale is the skin
No warmth
Pasty ,dreary ,thin
Who live’s are they in

Thwarted mind
Pain and dismay
Deeper and deeper
They fall to dispare

Taken by darkness
Clouded in mist
Days and hours
Forever missed