Posts Tagged ‘sullen’

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Thoughtless it seems
Disenchanted with life
Negative balance on thoughts saved
Hollow and void of mechanics
The case sullen gray and lifeless
Opake windows misty and vague
Form limp lays slumped in place

They know not the battles
No one sees the waring factions
Dark mirky mists cloud all around
Outsiders laugh and point
Tattling about thier opinions
Louder and louder
Spreading thier bile and septic thoughts
No one stops to think
Nor reassurances hand laid down
Where is the conform and splice

Reality and passions
Tumble and roll
Punch after punch thrown
Screams and moans the only sound
Never heard or seen
Scars internal mount up
External preasures build
Family,tasks,work and self
Plummet by the wayside
Blame firmly placed on self

Where is the solitude
The freedom of civility
And joy of normalities pleasure
Who stole our smile
The light from our eyes
And hope from our dreams
The sun does it shine
Has the world been thrown into darkness
Or is it just me
Pass me the light
Send the lifeline of peace
No longer can we select the path
Choice has fled our sanity

We the warriors
Don’t fear the dark
But strive Dailly for light and peace
The civilised routes and pleasures
So no one has to suffer our pain alone
Support and comfort
Are our swords gilten edges
Our armour is our safety zone
We ware it with pride
Because of necessity and preservation
The wars victory will be ours
No matter the time or sacrafices

Cold envelopes me
The dark Shrouds my form
Emotions disapear
Eyes transperant and vague
Skin clamy and cool to touch
Without relief panic takes control
Curled in my fetal position
Comforts dispelled
Friends and family evade my space
Loneliness grasps my shoulders
As if to mock me
Deeper and deeper it pulls my soul
Longer and Longer it persist
Finally it has me
Where ever here is

Shadow

Posted: December 17, 2015 in Random
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Dancing on the wall
Springing before us
Reaching facets physicality can’t
Figure of former self
Emotionless and dull
Projected by light
From unknown space
Thrust long or shrunken
Cast asunder without knowledge
Shadows dance despite our state
The defy us all

Darkness I hate you
You haunt me
Stealing my light
And every shade of my day
Dragging me down
Making me frown
Swirled through my dream state
Sleeping with eyes wide
Trembling with fear
Look like a zombie
Sallow and gray
Depressions indemnabilities
Spaced and distressed
Gone is my ego,confidance and more
Shunned by my family
Pushed into the unknown
Left to flail around
On the baronest of ground
Here is my fight
And dreams of the light
Hope limp and listing
Still hanging around
Praise to the gods
For releaf from my pains
But most of all understanding
By the societies hoards

Oh insomnia how you haunt me
Turning my life upside down
Eyelids heavy drooping down
Slumber becons
With its soft arms open wide
False sense of security
Lulling my soul
Head lays on pillow
Snuggling low
Counting of sheep
Calming sounds bound
But your devilish imp
Sparks full of life
Reading of books tinker around
Pacing the floor spinning around
Praying for slumber
Defiant to the last
Hours rush forward
Darkness flashes past
Feeling like days
Instead of hours delay
The planet sleeps soundly
As I sit awake
As they all rise rested and fresh
My ghostly form stands rigged in place
Taking on tasks Pilling up fast
Inteviniously fed caffeine
Boosting of self
Fearful of sitting or taking a rest
As day sleep the partner
Of insomnia’s berth