Posts Tagged ‘suicidal’

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The twisted contortions
Manafested deep inside our brain
Dragging thoughts deeper
Scattering our grasp of normality
Dark mirkyness desends freely
Coating our aspirations
Stiffeling and suffocating life
Draconian articulations spew
Dreams of death and endlessness
Prevailing against truths subriatry
Falling constatly downwards
Chronological psychosis
Grasps hold of virtues
Complection sullen and drawn
Invades healthy radiance
Eyes glazed over with Opake shutters
Light fades fast
Emersion nears victory
Entirity of self invisable
Shadow disapears non reflective
Transformations unwanted completion
Down trodden and lifeless corps
Shuffles from day to day
The grim reaper on speed dial
Awaits comformatory calling
Dragging self forward in defiance
Delaying the enevitabilities tale
Seeking truth and ending
Hopes miniscule light peeks lowly
Intirmitant intentions fall deaf

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In dispares lap we nestle alone and confronted by fears

Mists of regret and confussion engulf or sanctity within

Wracked with pain,longing and turmoil we search for freedoms gate

Seeking help from all sources we scream as loud as we can

The dipressions fog mutes any sound ommitted from our soul

Seperation from humanity takes a stranglehold of lifes energy

Drained and nulified we limply slump deeper into solitudes dipressiveness

The costumes and masks we wear dipict serenity and happiness

Confusing and deceptive windows that society sees through

Thoughts of the end and journey too peace fill our heads

Knives in hands and nooses around necks we fill contemplations cup

Taking pills from the cupboard we count and watch

Dark mired soulless vessel dipicting the light sincere loathing of self

Nobody comes the assistance required invisible and gone

What can we do but sit here and scream louder and louder

Then silence falls deafening and final
is this how it ends alone and dark