Posts Tagged ‘stress’

Head held high
Eyes looking forward
Striding through life
Clearing all hurdles
Breaking down walls
Battling foes
Bannishing darkness where ever it grows
The guiding light and warrior brave
The meek and mild servant
Who journey along
This is not bravery
Only the fight
That burns deep inside me
Producing the power of right
Through Turmoils and pains
Growing ever stronger
Live in the shadows no way any longer
These choices are hard
But critical to all for we are survivors
That battle away
For fairer and brighter days for all

Yes I am alive
The mirky grey consumes
The crimson ache illuminates
Solitude in the throngs around
Indemnity against humanity
Fog mists the brain
Eyes sullen with crimson flashes
Deprived of sleep
Restless against the norm
Walking on glass no confirmation
Stomach twisted and tight
Hunched and screaming
Silent utterances aloud to the masses

These are my demons carried Dailly
Without notification
Others bewildered and annoyed
Forming stories and opinions
Never knowing the truth
Ideals conception less
Against my being
Understanding lacking from most
Those in the know assist
Allowing for visual conditions
But the mind is alone in the battle
Cloaked by medical evils
Numbed by the concoctions of drugs
Demons party in my frame
United against my existence
These are mine they ate me
But this warrior survives and exists
To the fullest of ability
Dumbfounding the so called experts

We the afflicted rise
Emblazen trails for others
Drawn weapons strength of mind
The battles won Dailly
During this autrition of war

It washes over us
Like the tide over sand
Winters onset chill in the air
Crisp fresh mornings frost on the ground
Warmth of breath spirals afore
Decorations set in place
Trees laden with tinsel spring up fast
Xmas is coming santa is on his way
Children excited presents to bare
Carols sang loudly Xmas hits blast loud
Shops full too bursting
People throng and harass
Spirit of uletide a wash on thier face
It washes over the world as a whole
The spirit of Christmas and the Lords holy prayer
No matter your country, religion or creed
We all celebrate something at this time of year.


     In the ocean of life
     I am a wave
     Crashing on the rocks
    Spraying droplets of self
    All around cast into the air
   The spray of trust
   Showering the surrounds
    Tossing myself asunder
   Peace after peace
   Disecting indavidualism
   Societies channels constraining
  The eb and flow tussles
  Ripping my soul from flesh
  Leaving me devoid of feeling
  Dreading the following day
  And what oceanic position
  My body should end
  Why is my life so fluid
  Where will it end

Mind wont rest

Posted: June 18, 2014 in Random
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Binary rotations
Clocking up memories
Journeys traveled people met
Facts figures and pictures in my head
No slumber entrance
Too be obtained
Information overload

Dealing with pain
Stresses in the air
Are they safe when and where
Do we have,what to do
Jobs ahead for me and you
Inconseptual visions
Where life goes in such a hurry

Looks like morning
Where did it go
Time flies past
True conceptional worry
Zombiefied by all this strain
Smile and laugh to chase the tears
In my zone of masks no fear

I thank the lord for strength today
To keep me straight and clear
No fog or terrors in this place
No signs or line on this face
Today is just another day
Get onto it and make it fair
Strength exouds from my pours
Tears stays behind locked closed doors