Posts Tagged ‘meaning’

Striking lighting like

Intensifying every twinge 

Sending the sensors into overdrive

Clouding the judgement always
Bolt upright I sit

Corpse like and still

Eyes red and bleary

Darkness consumes my form
Ground hog day starts once more

As my mask fitted

Smiling ,happy and fresh

I tackle the tasks before me
Dulled by medicated chemical’s

Cruising along with programmed tasks

Personality void,robotic motion

Plowing through the day
Homeward to solitude

Mask drops partialy once more

Top up of chemicals

Replenishment of energy

Returning to my easy bed

And the chatter of the pixelated noise box

The Spark

Posted: January 29, 2016 in Random
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The Spark

That one person
Heart races palms are clammy
Dry mouthed you wait
Anticipation on which you thrive
Palpitations the glint in your eye
Spring like steps
Confidant appearance
That something special in the air
Crowds that bustle that disappear
Only when that person is near
The spark in your heart
Your reasons to live
That person you want to live your life with
Grasp tight never let go
For they are the one too help you grow
The power to your blade
And the meaning of life
Husband true or fairest wife
No matter the look
Orientation or creed
There is no replacement for those we need

Scribbled on a page
Left to wilt with age
Filled with meanings
Heartfelt and true
Things Un said from me too you
The meaning of life
The purpose off strife
The keys to longevities joy
A story of truth
Secrets untold
Mysteries torn in two
I leave you these pages
As a guided instruction
An insight too the depths
Of my mindset and heart
Truelly opened too you from the start
I go in peace with joy and a smile
That I have taken my part
And carried with style
This world is yours
To traverse and enjoy
Take me with you deep in your heart
With eternal love I say good bye

My child

I left because of pain
The violence in my brain
Tortured by your intolerance
Damaged by your physicality
A love once born free
Hammered and beaten
Too inches from death
Lost know forever
Trust obliterated from my sole
This beauty did not seek
A beast too brutalise
Her sole or virtue
It wasn’t yours you had no right
Being you does not give you parity
I am a being full of worth
Not a punch bag or torture vessel
I sit with the demons you gave me
I shrug and hide
From any contact with others
Because of you and your brutality
Demonic lusting for powers thrill
You will meet with Karma
And on that day you will fall
As I rise and unfurl my wings once more
Time will heal with care
And once more I will be
Confidant and trusting again
While you battered bruised and alone
Will wilt and die in the hole you have dug

Learning to live
Obscuring the fear
Versatility of choices
Encapsulating everything
Yearning for better days
Observing the way forward
Utilising the abilities within
Never faltering
Opening doors
Working together
Acceptance of fate
Never wavering
Decisiveness rules
Open too ideals
Remembering the sun
Escaping the darkness
Validating the teachings
Encompassing life’s spirit
Replenishing loves true meaning

Carry me off on the wind
Scatter me hither and dither
Free my soul forever more
I have lived free
Fought for choices made
Defended the weak and feeble
Stood ground under adversity
Taken stands for worthwhile causes
Educated and passed on knowledge
Raised my children
In the path of strength and civility
Guided thier growth
Loved without condition
Held my hands out to aid the needy
Lived my life my way
Forsaken the doubters and haters
Survived and thrived
Despite all thier endevours
Life’s pitfalls and strife
Follow my example learn from my mistakes
I may be gone from physicality
But I thrive in the spirit
Of those loved and cherished
Family and friend alike
God speed you all on the journey of life

I said without thought
Meaning is lost
By many a repose
A get out clause
Feared by some
Used in contexts bare
What happened too feeling
Compassion and care
If I tell you “I Love You”
It’s special to me
Heartfelt compassion
Honesty of care
To the best of my ability
I will always be thier
By your side
No matter the where
In person is best
To provide the true gift
But technology assists us
Over time ,distance or space
So if by email,letter,phone call or text
I will rush too your side
No matter the day
You are my friends so dear to my heart
Never mistake it for a silly aside


I am the warrior
Fighting battles unseen
Swagger of impetiousness
Strides and gate of power
Strength of form
Armed with undesputed faith
Weapons of vitrue and relevance
Ruled by self commanded by fate

Laying foes before me
I strike against ignorance and pains
Fearless and determind
Protector and agressor against all
Tormentors,attackers and ensnarers beware
Fiesty and nimble
Stength of mind,control of body and utiliser of dreams
Entrapment and abuse are futile

Innerself powers and drives
Faith in my indavidual abilities
Comfort in understanding of self
Control and knowledge of situation or condition
Pride to be who ever I am meant to be
Ignorance and convertability of others thoughts
Fortatude and deliverance of outcomes chosen
I am me,I am wonderful,I am strong and I am in control


What is friendship
I hear you ask

Are we:
Always together
Helping out
Out on the town
or sitting about

On the phone
Night and day
A birthday card
Or text to say hey

Can it be knowing the truth
The flaws we have being uncooth
Allowing for changes in habit
Grumpy nature,feeling sad
Shoulder to lean on
Ear to bend
What do you consider in being a friend

Wheather next door
Two streets away
Across the border or oceans away
Effort and time is all that it takes
Aswell as allowances for those mistakes
Growing together over time and space
Keeping those people
True friends of mankind