Posts Tagged ‘lonely’

Striding out 

Slowly edging forwards

Goals achieved 

Strength holding up 

Steady paced progress goes

Clarity wains power dips 

Crash we hit the floor

All a blur shivering wreck 

No explanation for the effect

Lying prone on the ground 

No assistance anywhere to be found

Faculties checked injuries tended

Pick ourselves up act like we’re mended

Return to normality creeps slowly progresses

Cloudy mind aching body 

That first sign of weakness glaringly obvious

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Day dawns fresh and clear
Clouds dance in air light and free
New ideas germinate
Drawing strength from nutrients
Hidden deep beneath the earth
Taking shape and reaching up
Driven by hunger
Full of desire
Flung into action by you and I
First steps of many
One after the other
Striking down paths invisibly set
These are the wishes and hopes of fate
Waiting patiently at the gates
Grasp them strong and hold them tight
Lets combine lives and take golden flight

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In common place
I wonder free
Looking normal as can be
Fully of joy
Intelligence bound
Not a flaw to be found
Then the monster wakes
And the mind does shake
Turmoil and pain
Of past indiscretions play
Vivid and clear
Only I can see
Re living every motion
Feelings flood and heart does race
Until true love does quench its need
Returning eventually
To civilities normalities vein

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You tore us apart
With your silent attacks
Thrown years of dedication assunder
Miss understanding of self
Grips and tosses you freely
The dark depravity of your sanctury
Ommitted from lifeless optics
Rage internal rules flesh
Hatred and confusion hand in hand
Guide your developement
Mis guided angst peirces like darts
My uncoditional love drives me on
Hopeful in fates return of truth
Ignorance of behaviours
Dambed uncontrollable virtue
Driving a scewer through my heart
Dailly battles tier the soul
Loosing grip on reallities reigns
Depressiveness and benevalance hover
Ready to strike deep
Hope above hope strives
Faith wains at your ability to recover
Where in the darkness is your true brightness
That once emblazened our either and lives with warmth
Come back to us whole and radient
Fight hard my angelic heart
We are calling hear our prayers
Darkness is not your trueness
Let the love rebirth your inner peice
Be self once more and stronger
Our love is here ommitting light
To guide you through
Conviction of choices now your choosing
But we will never give up or give in   

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The mist has decended
Eyes burning within
Muscles contorted and tight
Rail road engines crashing in my skull
Words falling on barron ground
Indaviduals wanton abandon
Consume and deafen loved ones
Assistancess and partnerships vannished
Alone in this void
Smuthered in the darkness
Constantly battling too survive
Fighting for freedom
The grasp of pain fueled dipressiveness
Ever stronger , ever deeper
what too do Now
Sleep the slumber of intention
Fates choice to awaken or not
Wings furled preperations made
Good night and hopeful fairwell
To this angst and dark state
Seaking brighter lighter days
With Peace

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The twisted contortions
Manafested deep inside our brain
Dragging thoughts deeper
Scattering our grasp of normality
Dark mirkyness desends freely
Coating our aspirations
Stiffeling and suffocating life
Draconian articulations spew
Dreams of death and endlessness
Prevailing against truths subriatry
Falling constatly downwards
Chronological psychosis
Grasps hold of virtues
Complection sullen and drawn
Invades healthy radiance
Eyes glazed over with Opake shutters
Light fades fast
Emersion nears victory
Entirity of self invisable
Shadow disapears non reflective
Transformations unwanted completion
Down trodden and lifeless corps
Shuffles from day to day
The grim reaper on speed dial
Awaits comformatory calling
Dragging self forward in defiance
Delaying the enevitabilities tale
Seeking truth and ending
Hopes miniscule light peeks lowly
Intirmitant intentions fall deaf

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In dispares lap we nestle alone and confronted by fears

Mists of regret and confussion engulf or sanctity within

Wracked with pain,longing and turmoil we search for freedoms gate

Seeking help from all sources we scream as loud as we can

The dipressions fog mutes any sound ommitted from our soul

Seperation from humanity takes a stranglehold of lifes energy

Drained and nulified we limply slump deeper into solitudes dipressiveness

The costumes and masks we wear dipict serenity and happiness

Confusing and deceptive windows that society sees through

Thoughts of the end and journey too peace fill our heads

Knives in hands and nooses around necks we fill contemplations cup

Taking pills from the cupboard we count and watch

Dark mired soulless vessel dipicting the light sincere loathing of self

Nobody comes the assistance required invisible and gone

What can we do but sit here and scream louder and louder

Then silence falls deafening and final
is this how it ends alone and dark

Vampire

Posted: June 17, 2014 in Random
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She kisses the rose
Lips coated with blood
Forever young
Virile and hungered
Complection pale
Void of sunlit kiss
Imortalities touch impailed
Chastised by bloodlust
Forever searching
Fearless but dread filled
Lover but lonesome
Grassping for inner peace
And vitious life
Destiny wains for soul