Posts Tagged ‘beaten’

I am sixfoot four
Strong and bold
Heart of a lion eyes of the hawk
Meek as a mouse farce as a tiger
Doctor,nurse and master provider
I have lived through pain
Visable and hidden
Been bullied,beaten and down trodden
Fought toe too toe taken out the trash
Stood in rank and saluted fast
Worked my fingers to the bone
Day after day
Kept a roof over my head
Meals every day
Walked every step in tattered shoes
Turned my back on troubled souls
Bullies and idiot bold
Plowed a furrow of my own
With true friends and heart bold
Pride filled steps
Songs in my heart
The approachable man
Gentle and kind to all around
Struggles and stresses haunt me so
From stife’s of the past
Stresses untold

I am a writer
Poet of sorts
From motion to word
I lay them down
From prose on my page
To poses of strength
I coach and spell oh so lyrical
A pen in my pocket
Stopwatch in hand
Clients and stories
Popularly rise
With offspring of beauty
Intelligence and fun
The world is thier oyster
Learning is fun
Tough and fair
I lead by example
They will take a direction
True to their heart
There future is theirs
Too command and desire
My strife I will evade
The pressures deflect
To my upmost and parental best
They are my mirror
The key to the world
Inside they drive me
Keep me alive

My partner in life
Is true as can be
Her demons dance perfectly
In time with mines here
Since first day to this
Through thick and thin
No matter what troubles
There might have been
I write to inspire
To clear up my head
From Haiku too epic’s
They flow from my pen
No matter the reason
The feelings evoked
Writtings a pleasure
Of words never spoken
Friendships are built
And never broken
Through media streams
Human nature and pen
Amazing relationship are a great thing
I thank it all
Everyone true
Old friend and new at home or abroad
Even the tormentors and bullies around

This is why I pen
Writing in words
No Oritory stumbles
Or tears on the ground

You told them lies
I cried myself too sleep
I smiled every morning
Hiding fear so deep
I raised the bar every day
Ran the gauntlet
Fought all in my way
Took the hits from those unseen
Placed them in boxes
Never too be seen
Took strides to rise
High out of this putrid mirk
Sense of humour cheeky smirk
With fists of steel
Quick wits and fast thought
Days grew quicker
And tormentors turned
You still doubted my strengths
Putting me down
Lying to those aged above
Spreading your lies
And fairytale spin
This inperfect person
Born under your skin
Driven too acheive despite of it all
Praying that parents would stop the free fall
Years flew past and incidents cause
Blame was clearly laid at the wrong door
Your perfection mard
By your own stuborn ways
And the glaring imperfections
In the things you did say
Glass shattered around you
From that day too this
Constant reminders of dual standard bliss
Stronger than you in every way
Wiser and smarter I grew day by day
As a parent strong and respected be
Be proud of the fact I am me and not thee
Loving all children the same as the first
In thier own perfections
No matter thier cases
Unfaltering assistance
Without condition is Dailly at play


Posted: August 17, 2014 in Random
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Raising up
With confidant air
Adornd in finery
Brushed up clean
Tasks for the day
Things meant to be

Hey you there
Who do you think you are
Dare you breath
The air next too me
Disfigured and weird
Alien race
Get of the pavement
Hide your disgrace

Dipping of head
Deteriation of soul
Displacing  of feelings
Fear starts to take hold
Want to run
Escape is the plan
Dipresive state close at hand

Grotesk of nature
Elephant man
We’ll make you listen
And do as we ask
By verbal abusiveness
Or violence by hand
We the true people
Will execute the plan

Tears start to flow
The river it flows
Shaking and qwivering
Down to my toes
Rooted to the spot
Blood drains too my feet
Numbness dulls
The beating I take

Take this you freak
Scaring the kids
punch,whack and shove
Baseball bat from above
Kick too the legs
Head chest and ribs
Human football
Come take a kick

Curled in a ball
Prone on the floor
Life seeping freely
Around me it flows
Loud the cracks
Of every shot
When will this torture stop
Names and profanity
Ring loud in my ears
Longer grows my list of fears

Dont let us catch you
Around here again
Next time no warning
And worse it will be
People like you
Should be shot at birth
No where near normal
You belong in the zoo
Get up you scum
Get out of here
Dont call the cops
Every move we can see

Crawl,scrape and limping
Time standing still
Cuts on my body
Open to the world
Stares more intense
Pointing and names
No samaratans to be found
As I pull along the ground
Screaming in silence
Pain racks my brain

Strength of survival
Wains from my heart
Day in and day out
Always the same
Curled in my corner
Safe and alone
Taking the time
To heal, breath and feel
Doors stay locked
Curtains shut
Rock in my chair
Broken and hurt
Is there freedom
Choices I can make
Friends or support could be to late

This is not existance
The way that I feel
No one knows with what I deal
Scared to talk
Not sure they would listen
I am alone
In societies prison
Death row inmate
Waiting in line
Where is understanding
Love,compassion and life