Posts Tagged ‘anguish’

Head held high
Eyes looking forward
Striding through life
Clearing all hurdles
Breaking down walls
Battling foes
Bannishing darkness where ever it grows
The guiding light and warrior brave
The meek and mild servant
Who journey along
This is not bravery
Only the fight
That burns deep inside me
Producing the power of right
Through Turmoils and pains
Growing ever stronger
Live in the shadows no way any longer
These choices are hard
But critical to all for we are survivors
That battle away
For fairer and brighter days for all

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In common place
I wonder free
Looking normal as can be
Fully of joy
Intelligence bound
Not a flaw to be found
Then the monster wakes
And the mind does shake
Turmoil and pain
Of past indiscretions play
Vivid and clear
Only I can see
Re living every motion
Feelings flood and heart does race
Until true love does quench its need
Returning eventually
To civilities normalities vein

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Locked deep
Verberating turmoil
Deep darkness falls
Sleep empailed
Sub conscious scatters
Mind races
Tops turvy sediment
Embroiled hopes and dreams
Scattered in tatters
No quarter spared
Solace of daylights gaze
Lost in time and space
Pain and agony relived
Seconds,minutes and hours
Merge and blur

The Mist and Darkness

Posted: April 18, 2014 in Random
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It closes in
Thick,gray and cold
Where is the light
Of forbiden gold

Deeper It envellopes
Darker and dimmer
No comfort
From cold

Pale is the skin
No warmth
Pasty ,dreary ,thin
Who live’s are they in

Thwarted mind
Pain and dismay
Deeper and deeper
They fall to dispare

Taken by darkness
Clouded in mist
Days and hours
Forever missed

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In the room full of joy
Rapture flows from girl and boy
Chatting ,Laughing, googing off
Oblivious to the world around
  Ask a question to looks and stares
Quantified by silence in the air
No retort or utterance made just as if nothing was said

Joining in with the fun around all the faces look too the ground
  Not a look, glance or a stare to acknowledge the fact they know I’m there
   Shouting at the top of my voice echo’s around with out a choice
  Still no flicker of emotional pace no smile or frown apon a face

Is it worth this battle of mine , to speak the words and be held in time
  I am not a dummy , pupper or mute There are feelings inside the scars of the brute
  Heart and soul nobody see just scars on the face and normalities tears
  Sit in the corner all on my own , Party for one as I Talk To Myself