Posts Tagged ‘angst’

We sit.
Waiting for something
What we do not know
Lounging staring
Interspacialy drunk
Mesmerised and lathargic
The concept of motion
Devoid and unwanted

Robitic tracks
Leading to and frow
The fridge and cooker
Control our soul
No visitors come
Family abscond
Day light impaired by darker ways
Still we sit and wait

Pounds leap on
Spread around us
Monitary stores depleted
Our soul wains
Self destruct on cource
Sinking deeper
Comfort unknown
Mental prowess destructed

Gibbering and rambling
Uncoherant and quiet
Eyes like saucers
Blood shot and gray
Society passes us by
Unaware or caring
Existence obliterated from space
Rubbish piles grow
Self esteem burnt too the ground
Pain no longer felt
Confidance trapped behind glass
Only watching us die

Why do we wain
What allows us to profain
What consiquences will preveil
Where was the gilt edge prize
Selected to change our lives
Why no support
From these that we loved
Cherrished no more
By those that we served
Dispare and gutter lust
Our confidaunts
Homeless ,shambolic,shunned
What is the reason
For destruction of us


W agging fingers of politics
A rmies thrown as stones
R egardless of outcomes face


The light shatters the dark
The faint voices
Distant permeation of the silence
Clambering and stretching
pugilistic attempts
To clear the path ahead
Happiness defiant
Depressiveness dwelling strong
Battle after battle
The voices reach
Slowly increasing volume
Closer to the light
We scramble slow
Pushing and pulling
Our mental state free
From the weight of past
Towards the free range of futures glow


Intersections of memories
Cascading together
Atom on atom
molecules exploding
Time flies past
Terrors running riot
Peace and serenity
Thrown asunder
Mind controls matter
Fears fill my gaze
complexion pale and clamie
Exudes the facade
The smile pinned tight
Fooling the majority
Where as the grimmis off fear
Meets me In the mirror
Why me
What have I done
Please release me from this fate


                 Darkend vortex
            Complexities vague
          Shrouds places around us


                     Twisted souls
            Contextual suprematist
               Lights playful nature


             Glimpses of humor
                Simplisities joy
           Enacted in lights gaze

Being indavidual

Posted: April 6, 2015 in Random
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Out stretched limbs
Waver and grasp
Trunk shooting towards the sky
Life force surges inside
Strong with purpose
Swiping away life’s mirk
Raising out of the stench
Strong individualism
Fighting for the good of many
This is the life
Meaning for many
Naturalistic and devoid
Being the who , what ,why
Where we are meant too grow
Despite the interferences
Of external and social pressures
Being individually me


The mist has decended
Eyes burning within
Muscles contorted and tight
Rail road engines crashing in my skull
Words falling on barron ground
Indaviduals wanton abandon
Consume and deafen loved ones
Assistancess and partnerships vannished
Alone in this void
Smuthered in the darkness
Constantly battling too survive
Fighting for freedom
The grasp of pain fueled dipressiveness
Ever stronger , ever deeper
what too do Now
Sleep the slumber of intention
Fates choice to awaken or not
Wings furled preperations made
Good night and hopeful fairwell
To this angst and dark state
Seaking brighter lighter days
With Peace

Taken Hold

Posted: September 25, 2014 in Random
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Head and limbs drooped
Body gnarled and twisted
Organs compressed and wracked
Dull and sullen conformity
Shrouded in mist and darkness
The days light and joy
Terrified and aloof
Mirky soallessness in full control
Chemical formulations inept
Pain and dipressiveness rule
Alone in this crouded place
Miss understood bewilderment surrounds
Expectations of normalities service
Scattered and expelled from view

It has taken hold
   fullness of control
The demons laugh and dance
    kindness searches
Battle for freedom in full flow
     distruction of self
Striking for peace and releif
    the bodies forces strive
Supported and boosted by
  medical advancements attempts
Still no cure for perception or feeling
   Low and disruptive angsts


Turbulant tossing
Vortexuaul rotation of mood
Manic depressiveness bleeds
Seeping into euphoric delerium
Complection chamilien
Intersected by waining faith
Ego dismissive and faint
Powerless and devoid
Agraphobic intentions surround
Disruptive and agressive charges
All consuming darkness
Grasping and enveloping form
Dishevelled and gaunt
Lifeless listed gait envokes true
Gnarled and stooped
Unwilling to open up
Pushing away assistance
Compressed by societies reactions
Onward with back pack of pain
Stumbling and faultering in dispare
. ……………. STRUGGLE…………………


Thoughts run deep
Turmoil and joy entangled
Life speeds by
Consepts and reality jostle
Mind races as thoughts spiral
Depressive lowness quells
The joyfulness of lifes journey
Alone and cold in meek reality
Selections choicefull accelerations

Waiting for the spark
To kindle actions and vitality

Waiting for the comforts glow
To enwrap and engulf the soul

Waiting for the dark to vannish
And free the warmth and light

Waiting for social recognition
Bannishing the woes and evils face

Eternally bannish in solitude
Constantly Waiting for ………………