Posts Tagged ‘abusive’

Head held high
Eyes looking forward
Striding through life
Clearing all hurdles
Breaking down walls
Battling foes
Bannishing darkness where ever it grows
The guiding light and warrior brave
The meek and mild servant
Who journey along
This is not bravery
Only the fight
That burns deep inside me
Producing the power of right
Through Turmoils and pains
Growing ever stronger
Live in the shadows no way any longer
These choices are hard
But critical to all for we are survivors
That battle away
For fairer and brighter days for all

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The battles and trials
Endelibly imprinted on our soul
We may have strayed
Contorted our truths
Strayed from the path we set out on
Become someone unrecognisable
But humanity does whatever
Neccesary to keep parity
The clarity too see straight
We endure and survive
Built in fight or flight reflex
To keep us complete and level
From the first day till the end
We fight live and compete
With everyone and anything
Providing security for or clan
Families,friends and those closest too
We the embattled
Provide awesome outcomes
Despite of it all we are true
Deliverers within our time scale
No free meals or discounts
For delays or late arrivals
This package is whole and fare
Just carry on living day by day

You told them lies
I cried myself too sleep
I smiled every morning
Hiding fear so deep
I raised the bar every day
Ran the gauntlet
Fought all in my way
Took the hits from those unseen
Placed them in boxes
Never too be seen
Took strides to rise
High out of this putrid mirk
Sense of humour cheeky smirk
With fists of steel
Quick wits and fast thought
Days grew quicker
And tormentors turned
You still doubted my strengths
Putting me down
Lying to those aged above
Spreading your lies
And fairytale spin
This inperfect person
Born under your skin
Driven too acheive despite of it all
Praying that parents would stop the free fall
Years flew past and incidents cause
Blame was clearly laid at the wrong door
Your perfection mard
By your own stuborn ways
And the glaring imperfections
In the things you did say
Glass shattered around you
From that day too this
Constant reminders of dual standard bliss
Stronger than you in every way
Wiser and smarter I grew day by day
As a parent strong and respected be
Be proud of the fact I am me and not thee
Loving all children the same as the first
In thier own perfections
No matter thier cases
Unfaltering assistance
Without condition is Dailly at play

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You tore us apart
With your silent attacks
Thrown years of dedication assunder
Miss understanding of self
Grips and tosses you freely
The dark depravity of your sanctury
Ommitted from lifeless optics
Rage internal rules flesh
Hatred and confusion hand in hand
Guide your developement
Mis guided angst peirces like darts
My uncoditional love drives me on
Hopeful in fates return of truth
Ignorance of behaviours
Dambed uncontrollable virtue
Driving a scewer through my heart
Dailly battles tier the soul
Loosing grip on reallities reigns
Depressiveness and benevalance hover
Ready to strike deep
Hope above hope strives
Faith wains at your ability to recover
Where in the darkness is your true brightness
That once emblazened our either and lives with warmth
Come back to us whole and radient
Fight hard my angelic heart
We are calling hear our prayers
Darkness is not your trueness
Let the love rebirth your inner peice
Be self once more and stronger
Our love is here ommitting light
To guide you through
Conviction of choices now your choosing
But we will never give up or give in